YOU ARE THERE!!

i don't see you everyday
i miss you but i don't say
i dint because i know you care
i knew you are always there

you are always there in my laugh
when someone said "give me a hi five"
you were in my mind and
i laughed

you are always there in my tear
when someone pinched my cheek and said "don't cry"
you were in my mind and i smiled

you are always there in my fear
when someone pushed me front and said "give it a try"
you were in my mind
and I tried

you are always there in my loss
when someone held my hand and said "its alright man"
you were in my mind and i moved on

you are always there
you are always there throughout my day and even if not
you are always there in my heart

EVERY YEAR TWICE

we were best friends and we hoped to be so
until one day school ended and we had to go
go away to different places to do some serious studies
in different colleges we had to find ourselves new buddies
and months moved smooth until one day i got a call
and someone said "remember me I'm your buddy your long lost pal"
she thought i wouldn't know her voice
she thought it was gonna be a surprise
i let her have all the fun
and told her name when she was done
she screamed in joy and said something

and soon i heard her voice sing

she did not know she made my day
by remembering and wishing me "happy -- birthday"

my shadow! my conscience!

Smiling, playing, dancing enjoying

She was innocent and now she's lying

My shadow sings to me

"you've hurt a girl"

My shadow sings to me

"you've put an end to her world"

Her eyes were filled with dreams

which now she cannot see

Her heart was filled with love

and now she's lying because of me

my shadow sings to me

"she's lying

lying dead because of you

Only if you weren't drunk

Only if you didn't decide to drive

Only if you knew the worth of a girls life

but only if

ONLY IF

my shadow sings to me

"if i weren't tied to you

if i had a life like you

i would run away and hide in shame

i would burn my self in the burning flame"

every time my shadow sings it doesn't sing

it kills

every time i think -of that night

every day i die!!